Security Blanket

Sometimes when you think things are over and are out of your life somehow fate finds a way to drop them back in your life. And the reasons are never clear, and you keep wondering why God why would you do this to me! Well I was thinking maybe its time that you can finally be on the same page as the person, or they need to teach you something or the universe just likes messing with you, I'm kind've leaning towards the last one with the universe. I thought the whole point of things ending were because they were supposed to end, but I'm pretty sure the universe has other plans that don't always make sense at the time, which really sucks 'cause you don't know what you're supposed to do, and for me I have a tendency to run, run far away and don't look back! but I know that, that is wrong, because you can't deal with things if you run, but if you don't have the answer what good are you to who is asking.  Thats when you gotta really look at things without all those outside influences of what your friends or family are telling you, you gotta be a little selfish and put on some blinders, 'cause you are the one that has to live with it, so you can't live for others, you gotta live for yourself. I'm not saying its wrong to totally ignore people, what I'm saying is listen to their point of view, discuss, than make your own decision, because at the end of the day, you are stuck with your thoughts and yourself, and if you don;t take into account how you feel and what you want, you will always regret it.  But its really hard I can't lie, when you have something so familiar and your given the choice between it and something new, 'cause this familiar thing or person you know, they know you, you know how they work and they get you, but this new person, you have no clue! They may not get you like the other person did, they don't have your history, your past, but they do have something else, they have potential, possibility, a new world and identity that could fail, but could be amazing, but no one wants to let go of that security blanket, 'cause its all you know, and if we could hold it while exploring a new world we would, but we can't. We need a rock to deep us grounded rather than a blanket to hide the world, 'cause the blanket may hide you, but it doesn't make things go away, it just hides your sight of it, but a rock is there open and clear and won't budge. So maybe its time to put down the blanket and explore the mountains.

-Juice